The Letter
So I received my letter yesterday from Baker College in regards to the PTA program. Unfortunately, I did not make the cut for this terms program. I found out this morning that out of 45 applications that were submitted, they accept 20, I was number 30. So unless 10 people decide not to accept their admission to the program it looks like I will have a less stressful summer and fall. I can reapply for the program in the November for a January start.
I have very mixed feelings about this. I am disappointed because I really think that I would have enjoyed the classes and also I was ready to get in and be done next June. But I was also really worried about being in the full time program due to the amount of time I would be away from Cecelia and still trying to keep up my personal training. So to put a positive spin on this, now I have more time to spend with Cecelia which results in less guilt for me. I will still have to take a class this summer but it is only on Tuesday and Thursday mornings.
The first thing Trey said to me when he heard the news was that God must have a different plan for us right now. I said that I agree with him and we will have to wait and see what that plan is. My feeling is that I need to enjoy my time with Cecelia. She is going to grow up so fast and I don't want to miss a thing. Another thing Trey asked me was how this is going to change our plans to have more kids. I told him that we can't plan our future. We just need to decided what is going on right now and then make decisions as we go. We can plan all we want up it is not up to us. I have learned this lesson the hard way.
So now I get to enjoy my first summer with Cecelia. I am planning on reapplying for the next term but who knows what will happen. At least now I know what my summer will look like and i looks like fun!!
I have very mixed feelings about this. I am disappointed because I really think that I would have enjoyed the classes and also I was ready to get in and be done next June. But I was also really worried about being in the full time program due to the amount of time I would be away from Cecelia and still trying to keep up my personal training. So to put a positive spin on this, now I have more time to spend with Cecelia which results in less guilt for me. I will still have to take a class this summer but it is only on Tuesday and Thursday mornings.
The first thing Trey said to me when he heard the news was that God must have a different plan for us right now. I said that I agree with him and we will have to wait and see what that plan is. My feeling is that I need to enjoy my time with Cecelia. She is going to grow up so fast and I don't want to miss a thing. Another thing Trey asked me was how this is going to change our plans to have more kids. I told him that we can't plan our future. We just need to decided what is going on right now and then make decisions as we go. We can plan all we want up it is not up to us. I have learned this lesson the hard way.
So now I get to enjoy my first summer with Cecelia. I am planning on reapplying for the next term but who knows what will happen. At least now I know what my summer will look like and i looks like fun!!
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